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Sep. 24th, 2009
I can't brain today
Sep. 24th, 2009 09:03 pmIt's not that I have teh dumb - I just have a few too many projects going on at the moment.
It's not efficiency - it's sufficient panic at being engulfed that I'm frantic to push something out the door before the window caves in.
The guys got here for rehearsal tonight as I was running back into the office to send an update to the Windycon program - bloody MiRF people and their multiple airships..... But I think that's all done at the moment. More than half of my scheduled panelists haven't filled out their Programming Survey yet either but there is precious little I can do about that except remind them AGAIN. I still have a Masquerade blurb to write but that should be pretty easy once I get into the proper frame of mind.
I have absolutely no idea how I did at today's interview - it's very hard to "read" a non-native English speaker, especially one who was in a rush to be done. I think I answered all his questions promptly and intelligently with a minimum of nervous babbling but I really can't tell if he was satisfied or impressed. Bleh. Came home and grabbed a quick nap before rehearsal.
Ran through the court dance stuff and a few basic musical calisthenics. With only Stronghold coming up and no immediate prospect of any other gigs it's really hard sometimes to summon up enthusiam. I just keep telling myself that everyone else we know is in the same boat.
I need to spend some time on Condo Board stuff this weekend - hopefully saturday only. I have some studio reorganization and some backed up ssewing (costume and otherwise). Hell - I dropped and broke a vase earlier this week and my only response so far is to not walk in that area.
People are asking "are you doing anything special for your birthday" (which is Sunday) and I say "yeah - nothing". I'm going to take an entire day and not do anything useful, productive, helpful, necessary, or anything else resembling responsibility. I'll veg on the couch, read, and take lots of naps. My mental batteries need some major recharging.
It's not efficiency - it's sufficient panic at being engulfed that I'm frantic to push something out the door before the window caves in.
The guys got here for rehearsal tonight as I was running back into the office to send an update to the Windycon program - bloody MiRF people and their multiple airships..... But I think that's all done at the moment. More than half of my scheduled panelists haven't filled out their Programming Survey yet either but there is precious little I can do about that except remind them AGAIN. I still have a Masquerade blurb to write but that should be pretty easy once I get into the proper frame of mind.
I have absolutely no idea how I did at today's interview - it's very hard to "read" a non-native English speaker, especially one who was in a rush to be done. I think I answered all his questions promptly and intelligently with a minimum of nervous babbling but I really can't tell if he was satisfied or impressed. Bleh. Came home and grabbed a quick nap before rehearsal.
Ran through the court dance stuff and a few basic musical calisthenics. With only Stronghold coming up and no immediate prospect of any other gigs it's really hard sometimes to summon up enthusiam. I just keep telling myself that everyone else we know is in the same boat.
I need to spend some time on Condo Board stuff this weekend - hopefully saturday only. I have some studio reorganization and some backed up ssewing (costume and otherwise). Hell - I dropped and broke a vase earlier this week and my only response so far is to not walk in that area.
People are asking "are you doing anything special for your birthday" (which is Sunday) and I say "yeah - nothing". I'm going to take an entire day and not do anything useful, productive, helpful, necessary, or anything else resembling responsibility. I'll veg on the couch, read, and take lots of naps. My mental batteries need some major recharging.