Congrats! Being able to talk about psych meds openly is, indeed, a big, scary step. Been there, doing that, and probably will be for the forseeable future. And a big ol' 'Good for You!' on being self-aware enough to notice that the current regimen isn't working, and to try replacements.

I will keep an eye on your journal and raise red flags if needed.

BTW, we're *all* weird. And the 'normal' folks are weirder than most.