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i has a grumpy
I'm mad and frustrated and scared.
I did everything my doctor told me to do, and I still get sick.
I go to a specialist and do everything SHE tells me to do, and I STILL get sick. I just had to stop midway through making my bed to sit down and rest.
I spent the better part of 2 days either in bed or in the tub, and I wasn't even SICK yet! Just damaged.
Every year it's earlier, or worse, or both. We've tried the laundry list of meds on me and it doesn't seem to make a whole lot of difference. I STILL get worse every year, eventually I'm just going to end up drowning.
I just had to get this (as it were) off my chest.
I can't stand the though that it's always going to be this way.
I did everything my doctor told me to do, and I still get sick.
I go to a specialist and do everything SHE tells me to do, and I STILL get sick. I just had to stop midway through making my bed to sit down and rest.
I spent the better part of 2 days either in bed or in the tub, and I wasn't even SICK yet! Just damaged.
Every year it's earlier, or worse, or both. We've tried the laundry list of meds on me and it doesn't seem to make a whole lot of difference. I STILL get worse every year, eventually I'm just going to end up drowning.
I just had to get this (as it were) off my chest.
I can't stand the though that it's always going to be this way.