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I feel wierd
Apr. 15th, 2004 01:41 pmI think it's the sudden release of job-hunting and money stress, but man - do I feel wierd today!
Talk about mood-swing-y! I go from tired, headachy, and flaked out on the couch to fidgety and cold-sweat-y in 15 minutes. I never get stage fright, but I am excited and nervous about the new job at the same time. I have the urge to go buy a bunch of new work clothes - I think it's my insecurity showing - there's no point in doing that until I have a better feel for the office 'style' AND get a paycheck or two under my belt.
I guess it's because I've been stressed and numb for so long that I'm getting everything in fast-forward. So, I nap when I feel the need, clean when I feel fidgety, and generally just remember that I can do this, they REALLY wanted me, and I'll be getting many Rob-hugs tonight.
::twitch::
Talk about mood-swing-y! I go from tired, headachy, and flaked out on the couch to fidgety and cold-sweat-y in 15 minutes. I never get stage fright, but I am excited and nervous about the new job at the same time. I have the urge to go buy a bunch of new work clothes - I think it's my insecurity showing - there's no point in doing that until I have a better feel for the office 'style' AND get a paycheck or two under my belt.
I guess it's because I've been stressed and numb for so long that I'm getting everything in fast-forward. So, I nap when I feel the need, clean when I feel fidgety, and generally just remember that I can do this, they REALLY wanted me, and I'll be getting many Rob-hugs tonight.
::twitch::
