I'm pretty much out of spoons

If I AM going to get sick, I wish I would, and then I could get it over with. I'm fevery and sweaty enough that my hair is visibly wet, and slightly dizzy all the time. It hurts to swallow, and my asthma is flaring up. I have the attention span of a gnat on speed. I broke down in tears at my desk because my boss yelled at me (he was fine 5 minutes later - I think he realized he stepped over the line).

Got some stuff squared away for Janet's memorial, which dredged up a lot of emotional stuff such that I tossed and turned all night - I think I got 3 hours of sleep. I think I screwed up my checkbook somewhere - I have overdraft protection so it will sort itself out with a minimum of fuss but I have to wait a couple of days for it to do so.

I'm just soooooo tired.....