well this is going to be interesting

[wendyzski]

Yeah, this is not fun.

Physically I feel like I've had too much coffee. I'm still mentally foggy and not terribly alert, but that physical slight shakiness/twitchiness you get from caffeine? I've got it and I've not had anything caffeinated since yesterday lunch.

I woke up every 2 hours all night, switching to every 1 as morning approached. I'm also even clumsier than usual - a rather spectacular fall over the bunnygate this morning is going to leave one hell of a bruise.

I also find my attention drifting oddly - switching between hyper-focused (I almost missed my stop because I was engrossed in a book that I'd read before) and awfully vague (I had to be reminded that the light was green and I could cross the street because I was looking at the reflections in the windows of the building down the street.

This is my brain not on drugs. Any questions?
Only a couple more days....

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[wendyzski.livejournal.com]

That's pretty much my attitude - yes I feel like poop now, but I know when it will end (and if it really does get too bad I *could* go back on the old med anytime I want). So I know that I'm the one calling the shots on this. Helps immensely.

Thanks!